I made the chicken wing dip we used to make in college and ate it alone while I watched some shows on TV with a residual sadness underlying every emotion I felt while I watched the shows that we all would’ve enjoyed watching together and all the while no one responded and no one called and that was the week before that day, 

Tsavo Highway,

Forgiving Demon, Rise,

I actually avoid watching fireworks now,

I avoid humans as much as I can really,

I almost do so without trying at this point,

It’s better if I never dance with anyone and limit who even touches me,

I dislike most ‘social’ or ‘cultural’ traditions and believe most are established as a way to hinder or hurt people’s potential in one way or another,

Fight,

so dark that it glows,

This day,

I live,