Had a weird dream that I was doing ‘chores’, I don’t like the word ‘chores’, around my house and there was a white light flashing from the corner of the room and I kept thinking ‘better hurry before the fire alarm goes off’,

be quick don’t hurry,

swift stars helpful,

also found out that I have relatives in Japan,

those symbols were on one of their robe dress thingys and no idea what they are,

my family really gets around and here I am coping with being single for my entire life, up until now and probably always after, and possibly never touching another person again… at least wantingly,

it’s ok though because I have to make that ok to survive,

oh and my leg has been feeling much better and was able to do 30 minutes of intensive cardio yesterday so that’s good,

a long way I have come,

Revan?,

and the flag was still there,

PTSD Flashbacks of rape experiences are not fun or enjoyable and kinda hurt me just from remembering them,

woahooooo we’re half way theeeereee,

watching that hairline and so far no more stress accidentally pulling out things of hair,

took before pictures (job-shots) for weight loss comparisons but those might be a little to risqué to publish but for $20 you can get sent copies (18+ no private parts shown),

that should just be a joke but…..

even shorter and I think looking better,

old news but machete and shovel is sharp and my crowbar is packed in the trunk, The Trunk as it is called,

fighting evil every single day at least in some way, and I’m never giving up on them, it might be cool to wear someone else’s number the next time I play even if that’s far from now, there will be a time to let it all go,

right now though it’s …,

and what are you talking about that’s The American Flag there in that picture it’s red white and blue with thirteen stripes and fifty stars, why would there be any other flag cause that’s obviously The American Flag,

see it’s The American Flag red white and blue with thirteen stripes and fifty stars and if you say otherwise you’re insane and crazy, then that’s what it is,