not exactly but I usually hate whole things that are like social initiation, ‘right of passage’(I don’t even think that one is phrased correctly), group conspiracy to negatively influence an individual or poorly executed group conspiracy to positively influence an individual that results in negative influence and things like that,
or like weirdly set-up things that I would get an instinctual aversion to like ‘this feels inauthentic and makes my soul sad in a vague yet distinctly specific way that underlies everything else’ type of thing that I’m really sensitive to,
this whole thing is more authentic, positive, or good because that would probably be one of the few situations where I would get to meet someone who I could be myself openly with anyways and my ability to very quickly create deeply empathetic (feeling what they feel through feeling alone, different from sympathetic emotions that could be felt by feeling what they ‘must’ feel based upon an ‘understanding’ of situation that is more disconnected from them compared to actually feeling as they do, being more refined (My own feelings used to cloud or drown out what I felt from others sometimes and I would mistake reverberations of my own as theirs when they really were feeling not much of anything aside from physical sensations while not disconnected from their soul or higher levels of self meaning that a large number of negative or bad things were happening and probably were (actually were in situations I’m referring to) intentionally trying to negatively affect me although true for the situations I’m referring to where that would be concerning with the self and soul not being actively separated from anything and feeling from both and or either not regulated or controlled in any way and still not having much feeling from…. yeah that’s usually a bad thing, there are some situations where just having the feeling of physical sensations separate or connected in a controlled regulation to self and or soul is beneficial and not something that inherently means something bad, and being able to tell the difference is one of the ways to refine that ability), I would be able to instinctively avoid anything outright bad and be able to help with or make better anything bad involving the meeting including any thing that’s set-up and help them with anything relating to anything involving the whole thing,
usually an individual’s whole thing is way different than most of the really bad whole things I write about a lot with groups planning things around an individual unprompted while they’re unaware of anything involving it,
so yeah still a whole thing but a good kind and not the usual bad kind because of the unique situation and how you’ve worked out how things could be handled to turn anything bad or negative into something good or positive and because you’d be kinda involved or aware compared to your bad experiences and the bad kind,
also because while my explanation was kinda complicated it still makes sense in a simply understandable way and probably wouldn’t get any more complicated when over thought ,
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so yeah any woman (female) that asks me to go out with them or gives me their number to do the same or asks me for my number I’d say yes to now where before I might not if I was asked,
I get what you mean by it being weirdly understandable in a good way compared to other situations I can think of to actually specify ‘Female’ or like ‘graduated from high school’ or other things like that because of you teaching at a high school before or just having taught in a classroom before and the whole ‘always a teacher always a student’ thing playing into your word choice as well as going through all the politically correct language things while being sensitive to accidentally offending someone or coming off as strange in a bad way like some situations I could think of,
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-Luke D. Edwards
-Lucid