parts of my brain unfeeling and numb of thought for now,
slowly feeling what’s done in my brain,
tried to turn off lots of what makes me empathic, need to be careful turning back on, it feels like a darkness and the absence of anything that was there with the impressions of the fight it lost,
it was a monster, I’m going to cry a lot,
like an echo of suffering and then hot fire then it was gone,
Disparia reverberations throughout all my feelings and being,
turn them into light,
save my friends today, hopefully saved their friends today,
my mind,
before I graduated from high school,
men on internet looking at me,
then within my mind,
in London the voices go in a line back to front, then the line goes through each,
like a bullet,
my minds finally clear like after that, reverberating waters of Disparia,
no words,
reverberating waters of Disparia,
slowly getting better now,
going to lay quietly now, little cigars cherry smoking slowly,
please text me back Steph Coneys,
need to know you and everyone still alive,
I still love you guys,
I still love you guys, please still be alive,
even if you don’t want to talk to me,
please let me know that you’re alive,
I live,
I’ll be ok,
I said OK,