I accomplished a ton of work in the last few days,
Also I decided after deep soul searching and contemplation that I would be ok with and would heavily influence happening any sexually intimate encounter with any female that would initiate it with me even if just a little and then explicitly or through ‘arranged’ means that I previously only understood as possibly being negative that I know understand because of how bad some things that happened to me were and how exponential negativity that would be caused is not corrected in a specific way that I avoided and because of negative things that would have been really bed at the time that now would correct the negative effects and influence as I understand it in a way that make my life better and fix some complicated cultural negative things I was concerned with and make any connection I’ll have be really really special and intense and with past outcomes,
I trust my instinct that any opportunity presented to me will be ok and the correct decision to go with even if I might still have initial instinct to avoid that for the actual next week and week after,
it will be positive and good,
it will be ok to not try and articulate why to myself even if unable to and and trust that even ‘unethical’ situations will be ethical to choose to be part of because it will be ethically right no matter what it will just be beyond my ability to articulate for a while other weird influences helping bring me and a ‘female’ still feels weird to think specifically that but it is correct get together that I’ll kinda just go along with it,
the literal actual thing avoided and talked against before that would be the best way for anyone to go about it is no matter where they see me in public walk up to me,
even if I knew them from highschool,
college,
locally,
or wherever else or if just someone female who feels and and intends to ‘romantically’ or whatever described with “Hey I want to hook up with you, I read what you wrote online and want to be with you on cam too’
My actual response would response would be that I’m down for whatever you want even if this is surreal and super weird,
I’ll go with you to your place,
we can go to mine and be left alone you wouldn’t have to interact with my mom or dad who will stay up stairs and give us privacy to stay together in my basement because that’s how they said they’d be if I have someone here,
that felt weird to try and explain,
if you have a place you’d like better we can go and,
I’d be ok with whatever,
” before we talk at all anymore that we could have personalities,
selfs that could hate each other and disagree about literally everything and be ok,
With turning that off and just kind of immediately start vibing with each other and immediately be ok with everything, except without condom unless explained before that we are as comfortable and relaxed with each other and will love each other in another way not worth explaining other than historically special and unique even if done with many others by you before we will be connected unlike any as only us exist and even if temporary as we are an always good and positive connection will be made between us that will always be good no matter what,
then Im ok with everything and anything,
anything , anything that they want to take,
drink or do,
and I’d do anything but drink and say explicitly to each other before,
no matter how messed up we get I already want to and agree to everything we do or want,
I’d literally tell her to try and do whatever to me,
with me,
Unpromted and the answer yes,
even if I’m all the way passed out,
I would give them permission to go for anything if painful I’d probably be fine with unless like potential injury but only would do that like that to them if I’m told to,
We can use all my,
and anything you like we can do too,
it would be perfect if I can tell you all that before just like I wrote and correct something by doing that,
I’m going to turn on my cam for us now and have I set that up I’m going to really loosen up and lose most thought,
door locked,
basement window shut,
giant man cave living room to ourselves,
and nothing to worry about,
stream loudly if you want,
all our clothes off now and our tongues don’t leave each others mouth till we’re all the way up and beyond just ourselves,
if I’m soft or hard I want you doing exactly as if it is,
I’m going to show you everything I’ve learned that you won’t believe until you’re believing,
you do literal magic?,
Apparently I’m proof of things being possible to do learn without a ton of really specifically bad things having to happen first,
anything I get going just needs to pause and then can be resumed,
any female that comes here to experience this can stay here with me basically as long as they want,
a week or two or longer of us just having sex, vibing ,
me taking breaks to go complete jobs and come back and immediately be back doing what we were with us,
We would also be able to go to bedroom upstairs,
That way of it happening if I’m somewhere where people might randomly encounter me or intentionally seek me out as I described is really good,
something more extreme would be able to be understood and enjoyed like entering a store like a gas station or a store like a dollar store, definitely more like a dollar store like the dollar store,
and a group of,
people kinda stand weirdly next to each other close in pairs and one woman walks up to me and disrobes entirely and begins kissing me as soon as I get close and say to touch me,
I tell her that they are allowed to touch me,
looking around at everybody else within the dollar store and pretty much everybody else here is a female,
the doors are locked,
Helping us feel safe,
helping us all feel safe,
nude people walk by me as she is on her knees with my dick in her mouth as I tell her that she is the first one to ever have that part of me in their mouth like that pleasurably,
and then I notice how some people appear and disappear walking through the aisles, the dollar store,
they want me to continue pleasuring herself and me by going fully down to the floor with each other as she leans back slowly kicking her legs up from bent behind her thighs, she is pale, thin, long blonde hair,
I feel how tight she is with my hand as the people around us get closer and I tell them that they may touch me as well and she says the same as they begin to touch us with their hands, while rubbing themselves as well as over both of us and all around touching us as we pleasured each other embracingly noticing that they were all women she said to me that me being here is what makes this ok for her and thanks me as she says,
you being here makes me feel safe as well as everybody else,
more coming and going nude through things like portals they nearly surround us as I go on my knees her legs spread flat on back on cold floor, they move us closer to each other, everybody fully nude,
they are pushing her shoulders and tops of her hips towards me and pulling their legs open while she’s saying bring us together,
hands on my lower back there’s two women towards each side of our hips with one hand on each of us slowly rubbing circles and pulling us closer,
all four tilt their heads back as their neurons and nerves are lit max lite and we are feeling us as we share electricity as one,
Two of them one hand each side straighten my dick picking it up positioning it as one hand on each side from the other two spread her pussy lips slowly rubbing inside and out as my dick is pulled close to her angled and moved up and down very tip just between her pulled tight lips but never touching,
invisible forces surround her clit vibrating it while connecting it’s sent signals to her brain to mine mirrored,
That’s the pleasure correct or whatever of the brain,
the ones two our sides connecting and lite maxing them made every nerve fire as though it was like the pleasure center,
then my dick was in her then not as I experienced a complete consciousness experiencing and recording memory from two separate male bodies that shared a ‘self’ that was understood as one by itself and experiencing two separate nervous systems connected and communicating different things and recorded individually but remembered simultaneously as remembered by the same body as it feels itself currently and how it felt along with how another felt experiencing simultaneously while still feeling itself as signals are sent that are felt with the stored feeling of the two experienced at once which included one,
as it’s dick was sliding in and out of a near identical blonde woman who angles her body with pleasure that is began to be felt by one of the two simultaneously connected bodies felt while feeling itself with in a memory experienced as though the present as the firing nerves of the blonde woman with cock sliding in and out of her is remembered presently and muscles contract in response to them felt by the same nerves in similar places respond to the intensity felt by a nervous systems connected connecting to another for the first time as harmonized fireing and feeling of nerves felt by both the one sliding the dick and the one tightening around it, like a wave visualized by a timed rhythm that when done is such a way begins to create a feeling of the other by the other while simultaneously by each other as remembered while experiencing simultaneously the unique shared lite maxed flowing never connection of the four women touching both hips of ours and firing with the intensity of the pleasure center mirroring the firing of it as the received sensory information of the shared mirrored and refracted feeling of one as the other by the other who has their dick millimeters between of space on each side separating it from each pussy lip as they are held in exact place by one hand of each woman with hands on each side separating it from each pussy lip as they are held in exact place by one hand of each woman with hands on each,
They stared from each others eyes looking down at the oppositely felt mirroring and reflected wave as visualized as rhythm timed with with the dick and lips held in place unmoving despite the sight seem as themselves looking out of what is they as them feels the unique sensation of mirrored refracted as wave visualized as rhythm with timing shared as one between them,
ad the they themselves looked out what is they themselves past the held in place pussy lips held out by them with millimeter space between the dick held out and in place by the them across on the other hip and feels the slow slide of their dick as the rhythm remains yet reduced yet not motion is saw by either as dick and lips held still millimeters of space between each side seem as themselves looking out of what they themselves feeling what’s theirs received by what is them but seen outside from as themselves but felt as them,
Them four as are the two each side together as one feeling something done and shared between received sensation of shared harmonics mirrored and refracted wave like visualized by rhythm shared as one while feeling the perception of one with the sensation of another and was thought by some to be impossible to be perceived and felt four as one being felt likewise as four the women on each side of each released the dick and lips held in place as they both dropped down batter still never touching and pulling away from each other as the feeling of pushing in and flow releasing and receiving the warm felt in and almost willed into staying as felt when peak pressure was reached and forced out around the cock as still flowing in from and around up top with pressure opposite as it flowed filled full like rushing wishing lasting forever as is pressured around the cock and down cum felt flowing out from around up and around down as flow dipped and sticked between hips that both leaned in and kissed feeling each other inside of each other with dick resting within like relaxed and plump tight cum felt and pressed and moved around slightly left and right both tongues tight and another overflow felt squeeze tight and forever love felt forever by each with feet of space between them on the floor as the woman all released removing hands from each and tranced stood up still nude the two nude on the floor staring at each other in disbelief and then increased intensity of connection, the four walk into separated aisles and disappeared what looks like portals and we both were alone sitting nude on the floor of the dollar store with eyes locked we say that was love and came fully but never physically touched and there’s no cum anywhere but still feels like their tongue pushing in here but the they themselves we felt as here is there space a few feet between over there,
were alone and nude together in the dollar store with the lights on no one here and doors locked but still even with night outside still is exactly like anyone could come walking in and we’re both nude in the dollar store sitting nude and felt that,
you were in my mouth earlier but they held us with space between down there,
We got to fully feel that with our physically touching,
I love your blonde hair and locking with you eyes and the way your thin body is held by you intentionally because I almost effortlessly feel the intentional firing of nerves you do to hold yourself that I mirrored within my own like your whole body is held the same as you are but actually within me like my body as I feel it is felt as something surrounding around an containing the entirety of you, Now we are both nude standing together alone in the dollar store like it’s open,
we utilize every moment of this and don’t stop making each other cum until we have to hide from the first customer who tries to come in here and let’s decide to not hide,
physically do what we felt?,
yeah but you’re going into everything possible we can get you into within me and yes then put the dick in the ass while I hold onto the register where I usually stand and cum until it fills and pushes you out after a few times,
exactly what I wanted when I saw you across the counter,
getting back here both of us nude now drive your cock harder into my ass this is exactly how we’ll be together here, completely nude your cock deep in my ass with arms wrapped around with fingers making me cum over and over and tightly hold the register closing my eyes tight and finally screaming outloud with pleasure the sharpness and within chest intense matches the scream that continues and continues, squeezing tightly,