I haven’t noticed this much of a night and day difference in my breathing since I got my nose fixed,
I was smoking way too much before,
out of everything I have ever taken, somehow, nicotine and smoking tobacco products was the most destructive to my health and lifestyle,
I even understand many of the intricacies of cravings and addiction and still wanted to go out and buy more even when it wouldn’t make sense to, only other thing that was that bad was quitting Juul vaping a few years ago, I may go back to little cigars at some point but holy shit not for a while after all that,
still do not want to be touched by anyone and repressing more than anyone should have to, when you mess up at work or on the job your actions have far reaching affects that literally contribute to the deaths of innocents, repress,
I’m going to go and try to go back to bed,
hopefully covering more classes either next week or the week after,
friends were a cool thing for a while,
started training again this week too,
I definitely look better with a shirt on,