A few weeks after I had my MRI,
I had anAllergy Testing Appointment to discuss and get tested for seasonal allergies.
During that visit the doctor noticed that part of my nasal cavity was swollen and clogged from debris that was inhaled while I was trimming while working Lawn-Care jobs,
more than likely also debris from working outside during the day when the wildfire smoke blocked the light from the sun,
I was working outside in that for 12 hours,
also may have had metal shavings in my nasal passages from sharpening and grinding a splitter head for a wood splitter ,without wearing a mask, I was trying to make because I thought it would be fun and cool to try something that I knew that I wasn’t very good at or naturally good at and still try to find a way to have fun doing it because I knew that because I don’t have people that talk to me enough to actually be forced into saying I was enjoying trying to learn something new and then have them make fun of me for mistakes that I made or for talking confidently about my ability in anything I would try to learn while having fun and then not doing as well as I said I could because then it’s no longer fun and I’m forced to use my education and athletic training teaching strategies on myself and I usually have to ignore a lot of things when I train with that kind of focus and, and those were definitely in my nasal passages when I got my MRI,
I wonder if that damaged anything,
once I was able to clear my airways, my face swelling reduced and I think I noticed how nasally my voice was after I could breathe again,
have I actually been talking with an ‘accent’ that’s different than how I used to talk? Definitely feel more monotone and deliberate when I feel the emotion leave my face when I talk sometimes.
I’ve definitely noticed people talking with an accent on purpose to be funny but I usually try to talk how I talk without trying to talk like anyone else, intentionally at least.
There were entire weeks during the summer when I didn’t talk to anyone especially if I didn’t go to the store,
now I don’t like going to the store or talking to people in stores,
I used to like to sit in my jeep alone and look at the mountains and watch the animals but my neighbors have been doing strange passive aggressive things and I really don’t like people playing pranks on me or messing with me, “make a loud noise to remind them that there are other people here that really are so upset at you sitting in your jeep that they will actually do crazy things, especially when I don’t know them because with the actual threats going on , everything would need to be taken seriously.
They might do that more just because I posted this,
either way,
I like to smoke little cigars and I do not tolerate people who abuse or bully children, animals, or other people,