I have more control over my abilities in ways that are beyond most understandings that I’ve researched in ways that don’t make sense within those understandings but can yield positive results from outside of them while still working with the same conditions, if something isn’t correct or should be different or is not understood as something to be considered as being valuable or rare or special please let me know, because then specifics of it defined in the unorthodox ways that might be disorganized and undesirable mostly by me would have need to be published early for others to have something to start with,

I can turn off and turn on my ability to feel others emotions and amplify my own, like a kill switch,

the way my pain response does so I’m not concerned about it as much,

people I would assume like the other things fireing correctly that can do weird things or activate way more pleasurable nerves and connections,

meditation helps,

ok so there are things happening that I could work to prevent or shift focus to something else,

that the people involved around the manipulation of people I’ve been close to will eventually be killed by something causing or forcing them to do something or have a belief about their choices be why they drink themselves to death or lose creative ownership over everything they create as it would matter for things like technology and produced work for companies,

or found in basically a cult inside of whatever culture they all revolve their lives around that does something so horrible to them that they lose ability to be more intimate or close to others other than the group that did it,

much certain things involving those things if done in negative ways or purposefully for whatever reason to hurt me, things would happen that I wouldn’t have to be a part of that would cause them to no longer be and whatever it was I wouldn’t have to know about or be concerned with,

speak to them to get more information, 

The reasonings and intentions as well as advice on avoiding toxic groups of people and specific personal ethics relating to manipulation of people physically or socially through the use of rape, some things considered special in slightly different ways are targeted by groups online that utilize what I would call rape when they order someone to do the same things as done through rape with methods shifted focusing on application to what is considered special,

the original purpose of planned single rape of women by groups during war especially in places such as feudal Japan being to mark them and kill their destiny with potential to have a loving partner,

Women who were raped were treated equally as women who have had sex and are not married,

they would be devalued as already having had belonged to another man before the potential suiter would be able to meaning that her value to him sexually is gone, there would never be as intimately as possible done with just them, and potentially with STDS now being of a concern as if a rape was ordered it was usually done by a man with an STD in order to further mark the woman as now carrying disease incurable in a way that matches up to their belief of spiritual health and physical health being demonstrated as her destiny or spiritual guiding force would no longer do so and her ability within other spiritual means would either be permanently limited or entirely permanently unable to be used in any meaningful way, 

the only spiritual connection she would potentially have would be with the man who raped her as such suicide was the recommended way to correctly proceed with the betterment of the family first, 

most of the time marked raped women who committed suicide would not be allowed to be buried in their families tombs because of their STD,

this by their own belief system prevents them from being able to be reunited in the afterlife as well,

with my life the way that it is with the things being done to me had been done to me through betrayal of close friends at least that’s what I thought they were at the time who organize trauma in ways understood to them as being purposely limiting in potential of my ability to trust people, everything about what everyone else was involved with and did was done so deceptively and with intention to damage potential for intimate human connection as the monetary, trade worth, and spiritual and cultural value and connections were diminished and would be attempted to be further diminished every opportunity that they got, 

the value of authentic human connection in intimate ways was something that members of the group did not understand or use as a basis for the activities and values targeted to be diminished through directly gained ways such as human intimate interaction having no basis in and of itself and something that should always have reasoning behind,

the deception of me by them as they were given direction and instructed to do various things such as report specific things back to the group and conceal how intimately she communicated with people and what she did communicate to who, the actions demonstrated upon return to group as being what the group expected both of us to act as the same as furthered relationships between were shown to be permanently limited as deception required as well as potential for others to have been all sexually active with each other in ways lied to me when asked history of directly to her privately somehow still respectfully,

a more serious deception or the understood potential of without ability to have questions brought forth because of the intentional forced demonstration of sexual intimacy not promoting personal intimacy with the opposite presented and also that personal intimacy and human intimacy generally having negative consequences and all social activity, personal activity intimate or otherwise, sexual activity as a tool to be used to control or devalue the life potential of others and there being no love or connection between humans and all intimacy is a lie as it is just considered activity that is common between all members of the group before and often by members of the group in ways that violated agreements between members to be sexually exclusive and dehumanizing to people in general as their was no person that I encountered that was real or done so in ways not deceptively created as was to mask themselves in every way all things told to me by and the way that they were as being false and otherwise done so to control my understanding of my environment and social standing within a culture they created as a way to prevent the ability and authentic communication of anything much less anything that communicated personality as personality used to mean something real to be trusted but personality is the mask that they would use to get through and be around types of personality defined by themselves in ways related to what to do to manipulate them and how much social value they had, from what I was demonstrated none of the members of the group have the capacity for love and most of them have understandings of themselves so contingent upon, none of them understood themselves,

will ever be able to, and will never be able to have any social interaction that is not negatively impacting humanity and people and none of them have an understanding of themselves as spiritual beings that suffer in ways unexplainable to them, 

they killed their souls ability to love and live, instead of being able to bring spiritual growth and life to the places where it might have been once able to have potential to live even remotely, 

the spirit world is effected in ways that when better here are also better there, 

they have never been able to live or love here, their souls have no choice, no will, their souls have understandings that are in ways brought to life through means both by and of us, 

all of them were destroyed by their actions and corrupted while they were with what is left being just corruption, feeling is here and in the spirit world, 

everything negatively affecting the sole is negatively affecting the spirit world as it is felt by the soul there or as it should be understood and communicated in the spirit world as feeling is the language of the communication of their understanding and there is corruption instead, 

the spirit world and physical world will soon be absent life everywhere they have been able to continue to influence in ways eventually only resulting in death with no life or anything not negatively influenced by them that could potentially harm humanity and further damage life and other souls that otherwise would have never had to deal with the evil that spread to where that life and souls are,

what is done to correct it while not being through my actions will be actions that will have to be actions that the group that cultivated evil as I described whom will be responsible for what results can be recorded if actions taken are not effective,

have full responsibility find what you should do to make everything involved with what you will be doing preventing evil your actual full responsibility as more of what might need to be created will need to be created your own,

Evil manifests in ways it otherwise never would have because of their choices and now evil will be in place of a soul and new spiritual worlds are created or entered, everything about that whole group of people and everything they did and presented themselves as was deceptive and everything justified done so to reduce the spirit or soul willed into life so that they could hide behind without the care for others being considered and used to increase personal relations because of better ways known to do some things that could be written by them and enough knowledge to know when something being done is being done so differently than how it should be done and if there’s difficulties with articulating inherent problems of specific parts of protocols that are detrimental,

I believe all of them I described are evil and should be removed from life

If needed to be thought of differently with possibly less immediate disregard for the need for evaluation then understand that the interpersonal decisions chosen by them and establishment of a culture where such behaviors are influenced are because of the choices and interpersonal relationships that exist in history found in the ice of the ice berg that’s below the water with everybody focusing on the iceberg as results and negative outcomes beyond that are already tracked and the actual damage done by them to each other the people around them and themselves are still not understood as going to cause them situations that would increasingly remove all trust and chance for choice, and free will regarding completion of timed and graded tasks and social situations being controlled and limited with online databases that red flag people contributing to certain cultures and such things like increased monitoring and investigation into unmonitored workplace activities as well as potential influences towards or away from her as directed by a system that helps create safer bars and other high trafficked areas where if enough people are directed away because of a person then they usually ban them and put their picture up on the wall as a warning to people and notify other owners,

but it is ridiculous that there would have been that large amount of information about everyones secret dealings with each other and other things for whatever reason was hidden,

of such when all choices made without commands given or directions followed or someone else to act as their superior and decision maker, then every single choice and decision as well as efforts in ways not articulated specifically to them as well as any created by them will have unpredictable yet dangerous negative consequences, basically they need to be given a job without decisions that are made by her, my suggestion is to write a set by step procedure for every they are responsible for and begin to evaluate other things that might have been affected and how past interpersonal meetings and contact might spread negatively The procedures will be made clearer in an actively taught while worked style as usual I bet, if you are the one who needs to tell people,

There are other people and companies responsible for and containment of all negative outcomes articulated and how actions not given might have inherent negative consequences that they could not be able to consider before,

the interactions between who’s responsible for them will be able to be used as precedent, some of the rules from the classroom rules I created might help inspire something similar when anything like that needs to be considered, The cultures that people from that evil group belong to should be investigated for possible hazing rituals or rights of passage that involve anything required or forced or socially constructed to take place as all similar groups will need to be investigated as well. If any assistance is needed by the companies and workplaces of all individuals involved,

let me know if there’s anything I can do to help,