You don’t win or lose a conversation,
You never know what you’re saving something for until you find a reason,
The difference between envy and jealousy is,
envy is when you want what someone else has,
and,
jealousy is when you fear someone will take away what you already have,
for themselves,
when I say I love you that means unconditionally,
I still sometimes have trouble with memory,
I apologize for hurtful things and messages communicated unintentionally,
Even though I understand they still come from a very real part of me,
In my experiences,
adventures,
I’ve entered into mind states that bring out variations in my personality,
that is different from how others may believe it to be,
I’ve been under and aware of several different ideologies,
ideology,
a word I also use and define slightly differently,
beyond our perspective or view it’s how we interact and change our world,
mentally spiritually physically,
sometimes naturally,
Always more than one whether aware or not,
almost none function perfectly,
something I’ve extensively studied,
maybe with unfair advantage,
my faith,
understanding of it,
no matter what you are under,
Bad Subject,
Already forgiven,
From each a different mind state formed,
some I like better than others,
some I don’t want to experience again at all,
If you find yourself in one like that remember,
you are never truly stuck,
and can move from one to another,
even if you can’t when you try,
you will be able to once again,
taking control can mean giving it to another,
trust is when you understand who to choose,
from one to another,
-Lucid