Whatis hat definitely white and looks like someone got Red and Blue on them (holy moley they either are writing complete nonsense fiction or have actually gone insane, I’m not sure this one even makes sense but everything is real somewhere and hopefully far from there),

it is a What,

a W-Hat!,

Lucid Hat is W-Hat kinda sorta,

I like my hat and having it as like my thing as something that I do and wear,

I feel like people don’t have very many things that are theirs anymore because they are constantly forced to explain and give logical reasoning to the basis behind every single one of their actions and choices,

they explain their thing out of themselves until they don’t want to do it anymore and make it no longer their thing,

People should be allowed to have things and I should be allowed to respond with “I live” when a clerk or person asks me how I’m doing without negative repercussions in my life resulting from it,

It’s like my thing I want to do or have about me and everyone so far has reacted negatively to me simply saying “I live” when asked how I’m doing,

I think they think I’m trying to be an asshole or purposely rude to them or they think I’m trying to establish control of a situational subculture and assert dominance of others by changing and establishing an otherwise automatic response and forcing them to change their response and they get like weirdly competitive and get this mood and poster to them like they want to “humble me” and show the dominance of the culture of the situational subculture over the individual when it comes to assimilation and control,

They should ask me why I respond with ‘I live’ because it is a part of my religion, I respond with ‘I live’ because “This is How I Pray”

I live,

for those who can’t,

for those who won’t,

for those who never could,

I have been them before and I am them now,

I know what is the right thing to do,

If I survive then so will they,

Be Lucid,

Take Control,

Live,”

say that out-loud it helped me and might help you too,

sometimes to take control you have to let it all go, naturally instinctive with greater strength through less effort,

when they decide to have 4 or more guys force a physical confrontation against them how should they respond?,

at any time group(s) of people who have shown to have the ability to have strategically connected and communicated influenced events in order to put people through set up and controlled situations for the purpose of rite-of-passage in order to gain acceptance and recognition in whatever group,

to collect and influence outcome data of specific situations within smaller cultural groups that could be applied on larger scales in far more destructive and terrifying ways,

such as influencing the rape of virgins across different definitions of the term within varying ideologies,

this one gets drugged and raped by the person they meet at a bar and are taken home by them and’unmakes’ them a virgin that they are aware of afterwards as well as a second ‘control’ sexual partner that they are completely unaware of in order to test the effects of willful thought of an individual sexual partner that influences unintentional and perceived permanence of connection to and repercussions of effecting potential future connections strength and resulting outcomes of associated experimental situations while maintaining observation of secondary unknown sexual partner to record effects and connections that would be more easily separated as existing as a result of itself rather than a willfully subconsciously and unwillingly consciously sexual encounter that is thought or focused on to an extreme amount either by external force of others around them or within conscious thought patterns that could be influenced through chemical(drug), and psychological torturing that would result in desired outcomes such as multiple’voices’, physical neurological link, active brain pattern psychological link(voices that mirror in each other’s brain via mirror neurons simultaneously firing in identical patterns that connect language thought and neurological ‘body focused’ neural connections both passively and actively within themselves and each other, and resulting described spiritual experiences and connections described with various ideologies as they occur within them and their resulting effects on other ideologies(that guy could literally heal his own wounds until we had someone have sex with him) and the other guy could control aspects of a very different reality changing ideology with thought alone near perfectly, he created physical paradises by controlling reality) but after we had a woman have sex with him and pretty much force her mental connection to his mind and the resulting (over 20 men and women) residual direct connections all manifesting as separate independent uncontrollable voices within his head he was unable to exist within his former ideology at all and could no longer function in almost any society,

they are believed to be permanent within that ideology and always connected in this way with people being known for hiding number of sexual partners in order to more easily convince virgins to have sex with them and intentionally permanently handicap the previously virgin person by connecting and establishing unconnected copies of upwards of hundreds of independent uncontrollable voices of previous sexual partners that may or may not have direct mental connection s,

I believe that as someone in a situation where I could be considered a virgin in multiple ideologies and resulting situations that might result in establishing of numerous other ideologies that during my surgery when I had the metal plate in my leg put in that they had a female forcefully put my penis within her vagina in a way that would be agreed to by most as being considered sexual intercourse while I was unconscious after my surgery possibly without the other doctors and staff being aware of it as a way to establish a control test subject to study the effects of physical sexual intercourse on my ability to willfully connect and disconnect with people in multiple ways and the resulting connection that possibly could remain unknown to me and known by the control test subject to discover ways of influencing me and my abilities to interact with the world and others without my own knowledge so that I could be controlled and influenced in ways to be used against me,

a person unknown to me that could monitor my active language thoughts and possibly other neurological functions in ways that possibly could only exist if done through sexual intercourse,

I think this is a possibility because I was already previously working on establishing a collaboration with a female cam model to have my first time with while broadcasting a live stream of the event and because of that I believe the previously described rape occurred in order to gather scientific evidence and information or if not for that reason then to have a female I was unaware of be my actual first time having sexual intercourse with a female after my second time already occurred and resulting establishments of ideological foundations had been made and data taken and used to describe changes in abilities within former ideologies were recorded and used to explain and influence differences in those ideologies, pictures and videos of the rape occurring would have been taken and then sent to me after the broadcast of ‘my first time’ as a way to not only make my first time no longer special in the ways it could be but to also disrupt any gained understandings within different ideologies that might have occurred,

this also could have been done to influence me into committing suicide,

I also believe this because of the suspicious details surrounding the need for me to get an STD Blood Test because one of the surgical assistants “Dropped a needle and stuck themselves.” And I was told at the time that I would be told of the results of their STD Tests as they also were required to receive an STD Test, the female surgeon assistant, and this information also leads me to believe that not only was I raped by having my penis forcefully inserted into a female’s vagina against my will while I was unconscious after surgery but it was done so completely unprotected and rapes me of another potentially special event between me and whoever would be my first time doing so,

I have been raped three times in various ways that make me feel as though not much else could be truly special for me and whoever I have willfully sexual intercourse with with certainty,

I would want to be with the person that I do that with for the rest of my life because after I would not be able to be with another person in such a way without removing my ability to love and interact authentically with any person and cut off my spiritual connection so that I would not be able to connect with my own soul, others, or anything else spiritually,

whoever I do that with will be the first and last person I would ever do that with, even after I do that with them that we do not stay together forever or even for any period of time,

that would probably be the last time I would try to connect with any other person in that kind of way,

I would rather commit to purposefully limiting, disconnecting, and removing my connection and intention to ever connect with anyone else and promise that I would never again, I would hope that the person that I would do that with would want to and try to be with me forever even if a unique relationship between us existed that included others in whatever ways as long as our connection would be the most important or unique in our own way to our others, something special that can be ours,

I want to be with someone like that and try to become connected with them in the strongest spiritual way possible,

I have been raped three times and have been marked spiritually as being inferior to others who have never been raped and have never been spiritually connected with anyone,

because of that I have probably had people who would otherwise want to be with me in such a way decide that I should not be interacted with at all because there were or would be others similar to me who had not been raped 3 times in the ways I have and wouldn’t have to have the specialness of our relationship be diminished by those people,

because of my online presence and nature and topics of my writing published on this website that the likeliness of this or something similar occurring is increased and while I believe that such concerns and suspicions are most likely common among people who go under for surgery in similar situations might be,

I also believe my unique surrounding details of my experience makes it so that having suspicions of such a rape occurring makes the suspicions not only more justifiable in having but also more likely to have actually have occurred because of and enough so that I have more belief of it having had occurred and needing to be investigated, While the rape I experienced by Mary Manganello did not include sexual intercourse as described as my penis entering into her vagina that would make me no longer feel as though I would be considered a virgin I still feel as though the details of the organized set-up with the intention of handicapping me and purposefully sabotaging my ability to function within social groups and my ability to trust people in general as well as the group planning involved in the methodology of the rape itself makes me consider it to be the second time that I have been raped,

I feel as though people who carry legal knives or firearms are strategically bullied by the community into no longer carrying them for no other reason than to attempt to control them and to ‘humble their ego and sense of self’ because ‘they are attempting to appear tough’ so let’s set up community planed situations to test their toughness and increase the stress put upon them by the culture and society around them until they are so uncomfortable that they no longer want to continue being a part of it or are forced to have their physical bodies be the responsibility of other people’s alone to protect,

You would be forcing people to give power over their physical bodies willingly and acknowledging to other people and have that idea of there are other people who have physical control over me during my daily life and routine that routinely make me aware that they are the ones who have me as a responsibility and because of that they have domination over me and accepting that I could be chosen to be physically dominated by any one person for any number of weird societal reasons by a large enough group of people that it would be unrealistic for them to not be able to get away with doing whatever they want to people or a person for whatever reason they like,

We are going to make this specific person painfully aware that the people and situations they are presented with are not only out of their control but in complete control by a large group of people that communicate with each other regarding the individual person, their choices, and their intended goals and desires so that the completion of anything in their life becomes by the allowance of of society around them as a reward for behaving in the way that they are being controlled into behaving like, behaving unaccordingly to how we want you to behave will result in punishment through ways such as suddenly more things that will cost you money to replace will begin to break and situations will start to be created to force you into willfully doing things against or completely separate from your goals and desires by the situations being purposely stacked into you doing so to because it is what will make the most logical sense for you to do and to otherwise acknowledge and choose differently than the choice presented for you to ‘willing choose’ would result in the lowering of your value as a decision maker and a decrease in situations where you would have choice at all, he goes to this store on these days buying these things and goes to this gym on these days and does these things or his value as a decision maker will be openly made fun of publicly to humiliate him int

her that one because she looks small enough that our smallest guy would manhandle her, let’s push her into a confrontation where she either has to full out fight one or two men or more at a time or become beaten senseless by them without fighting back,

because if she doesn’t fight back we will break bone enough to handicap her to being unable to work she might run to another person or group and become the responsibility of theirs to protect,

‘I go to a store or stores almost everyday where employees and customers repetitively strategize and collaborate to create situations around the lives of the individual within it with the direct and immediate intervention of the societal group, they are intentionally setting up physical confrontations between people to prove points to each other, prove points about society,

and to intentionally diminish the feeling of self-worth of others for one reason or another,

let’s also push their limits into an actual physical confrontation with someone or at the very least try to set up a situation where one person or the other will be forced to step-down and aside to avoid conflict, “he doesn’t like to be touched and doesn’t want to be touched by anyone so let’s see how close we can get people to him to attempt to force ‘accidental contact’ with them and see just how much they can be touched and physically neared by others before they will say something or do something about it,

by the way people who get really competitive, angry, and almost vengeful when they read the “Take Control” part of Be Lucid, Take Control, Live writing I wrote for Lucid Enterprises LLC are the most under the influence of dominant popular overculture that pushes conflict and establishment of ‘demonstrated worth’ that influences their actions to do things like “Well ok so if this company’s whole thing is Taking Control then let’s make them lose control and demonstrate their lack of control over the control we place over them unnecessarily for no other reason other than to assert control over them for the sake of controlling them themselves, “I don’t like that she wears shirts with cartoon characters on them on Wednesdays and that doing so makes her happy, so let’s all see if we can subtly influence her into no longer wearing the cartoon shirts that she likes,” “After that let’s pick something to influence her into doing that she’ll believe was her own choice and intention like let’s force Green Shirt Tuesdays and Blue Shirt Thursdays and after they start doing it tell them how it was our choice all along what she would wear when she picks out her close for the day. They actually pick for her and her choice was chosen for her long before she chooses it by a large group of people,”

‘within this locker room, (!just an example not ,,,,,,,,,,,,

that’s a whole fucking thing ain’t it?,